I never knew......

I never knew that letting him in meant this

All he asked for was a simple kiss

I never knew where it would all lead

All i know is there is none here to kid

I never knew i was letting him in

Though with me he has been from the beginning

I never knew every minute mattered

All i know is without him im scattered

I never knew he meant everything he said

Slowly he seems to be getting through to me

I never knew that it only required patience to break my walls

I see them crumbling everyday

I never knew i would be so afraid

I never knew love would find me like this

I'm coming out of hiding and I don’t like it

I never knew I would let go and let love take over

Oh my how I wish I hadn't, walls are built to protect

I never knew it would be such bliss, ever thinking of his kiss

I never knew happiness like I know it now

Being me has never been this easy, a painless blissful love

I never knew this is where I would be

Closing doors and moving forward like I needed to

I never knew I deserved this freedom and happiness

Nor did i ever believe i was worthy

I smile now because I never knew but now I do!