Checking in

I haven't written in a minute mostly because too much has been going on in my life, it’s been insane but I have missed this time tremendously. I have learnt that I can't write when I'm all over the place I need a quiet and calm environment for my heart to speak. I am just ecstatic that I'm in my happy peaceful state again i truly hope.

I have been on an overworking spree it has been exhausting and very unnecessary but I guess the head bump helps bring the lesson home, Hard work is always commendable but it is not always necessary, so I have learnt. Somehow we are past the midst of the year and I'm hazed by how swiftly the months have gone by. The past seven months have been very eventful, I desired to make changes *again* but good changes some never made sense when I made them but now they do, lost friends, gained friends, made progress and back tracked a bit too.

On a high note I have met some amazing people thus far it’s been an experience, I have learnt something that i can say i had forgotten. In this life we live we tend to forget that we are on earth by God's will and ultimately to fulfill his plan in our life, somehow we manage to forget this and take full control of our lives and make plans that mostly are not God’s. This is when events begin to occur in order to highlight this simple truth. “We live to learn and learn to live” i guess so lets get out our note pads as we live lol.

On a low note, I have lost too many already this year it’s been hectic, i never take death very well and death has knocked down my door successively to the point where it all seemed to be a bad joke and a very hard pill to swallow.I have noticed that death does come with life, a lot of babies are being born and well i guess this is life, we lose and we gain, honestly though we spend a lot of time on the loss and ignore the gain but that is just selfish human nature which we are all guilty of. I have loads to share i hope i have all the time to share, sometimes i have all the words and nothing to write it’s insane. I will keep at it though i need my me time where i talk to the world as wise sister at times or as a crazy youth, be blessed and spread love where ever you are today.