My 2013 in images

If i didn't have you all in my life i would a bored soul

To all my friends and family that made my 2013 special Thank you so much!!!

2013

This has been an interesting year at some point it was the worst year ever and at another point it was the very best. It is safe to say it was a well balanced year full of up’s and downs, joys and sadness, happiness and pain, I am happy with the end result. This year I learnt that I am only human and in my weakness lies strength, I always felt that I had to be strong, perfect and right but, I discovered that I am weak, imperfect and wrong at times. I also learnt that these qualities weren't all bad and that I am only human, in imperfection we find perfection. I lived with immense pressure to be the very best and this year it is safe to say that I was humbled; the best isn't all you need to be in life. I learnt a lot as always which is always good as I sit here a lot wiser than I was last year but I acknowledge that I have so much more growing and learning to do.

This year started off with a bang and I partied hard and joyfully into the New Year and thereafter too, a week later as always is my birthday and I spoilt myself with a party or two I had fun times and partied like crazy it was a great time we had and I really enjoyed myself. Thereafter things got serious and I had to get to work, I learnt that not every opportunity that presents itself is an opportunity to be taken. I changed careers in a sense and I finally came up with a personal brand that I am very happy with. I am happy with my working life, it’s hard work but well worth it and I realized that I still have a lot of figuring out to do about my true passion in life so that will be a task for 2014.

I tried dating this year and I learnt that I am long way from being in love again, I still feel very numb and emotionless. I can care for anyone, that comes very easy for me but to say I love someone unconditionally is a lie, I still have to heal more I guess, the good part is I am trying and I am being sensitive to my emotions. I will get the love thing right eventually for now it isn't a priority time is kind of on my side. I have seen some good positive changes in me and my focus and with time it will show accordingly, I am very unapologetic for who I am as I have learnt that I am living my life for me and I have one chance to do it right my way which I will be answerable to the Lord for.

 I am still figuring a great deal of stuff out with everyday I am blessed with, My new year begins next week on my birthday so this week for me is a week of thought and planning for the year ahead. I look ahead to the new year with optimism and excitement, Happy new year diamonds let's rock 2014!